Packing. Again.
As I attempted to squeeze my ever-expanding earring collection into my ever-shrinking (I will record measurements one day for proof) jewellery box, I found myself wondering what it might be like to live in the same country, the same city, or even the same house, all your life.
Having divided my last eighteen years between three countries, five cities, and ten schools, it is a concept I find almost impossible to grasp. The idea of growing up with the same friends, surrounded by childhood memories in the same places intrigues me. I am both envious of and puzzled by the people who walk down the street and wave to every second person: a friend from high school, an old drama teacher, the owner of a favourite restaurant.
Take the boyfriend for instance. With him, an intended five-minute stop at the local shopping centre can easily turn into an hour-long social gathering.
They are the ones who have remained in a place with which they have a shared history and a deep, almost spiritual, connection; a place that they belong to as much as it belongs to them. In short, a place that is, irrefutably, Home.
As for me, the word ‘home’ has simply come to represent the location of my bed at any given time and the space around it in which I keep most of my belongings. I guess it does get lonely at times, but having known it all my life, I really cannot imagine living any other way.
An old friend in a similar situation once said to me: “we have no roots; we are simply islands, floating from one place to the next, wherever the current chooses to take us”. Perhaps this is true, or perhaps we are more like mangroves, able to spread our roots. Whatever it is, I am just grateful for the force that has carried me from China’s bustling streets to Florida’s tropical cities and Australia’s sun-soaked beaches.
Eventually, I might find a place to drop anchor and take root, but right now, I’m just enjoying the ride...And with Bali and Switzerland on the horizon, I don’t think I need to worry about the current letting up just yet!